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October 26

我们是大雨中的一颗水珠

近几天来,近临傍晚的时候就听到天上传来隐隐约约的雷声,不久后从细细小雨演变成风雨交加的天气.

刚好想找个地方来安顿肚子,却只能站在公司门外看着朦胧大雨.其实,我蛮喜欢雨天,可能小时候下雨时可以听见隔壁邻居远处传来的风玲声,可能现在逗留城市已旧,如今甚少听见风玲的声音了…

很怀念以前的生活,我依然记得小时候住在一间板屋.每当下雨时,你可看到屋顶滴着从屋外来的雨水,在屋里放着的大桶小桶..滴滴答答声….水满半桶后,把它倒入厕所后再从新盛过……如果遇到早上下起雨时,家里外的木桥就会被雨水掩埋,母亲通常会把我们姐弟们的小脚各给绑上朔胶袋,然后一个又一个把我们单手抱起,一手提起雨伞,小心翼翼的跨过那小桥.那时候我还很小,印象却很深刻…..

曾经在那时候埋怨父母怎么不买间新屋好让我们住呢….现在回想起觉得自己有点惭愧,目前生活费用只能够维持自个儿用,岂想过当时父亲一个人的工作换回来我们一家七口的生活?自己却微不足道….

雨水有点变小了,我和朋友还是冒着雨去踏轻快铁到宿舍附近的茨厂街去吃素食.雨还是继续长绵,我的步骤开始缓慢,和朋友的距离也开始疏远…….

哈…想不到雨中漫步竟然可以在我身上用得着!慢慢的行步,慢慢的看着吉隆坡的雨景. 橙色的街灯,透彻的雨水,犹如一连串的金水晶洒泪大地….步中还看见街头的乞丐依然继续乞讨.马来人过年,犹如华人的大年初一,心里过意不去的把身上所剩下的零钱都给了他…….

生活中,雨水有如我们和这个世界,都不断地被洗刷,再创造.下了一场大雨,把这所有一切都暖和了.曾经的不解之缘,不管高兴或悲惨的经历,洗心革面.

我的,或你的故事,就这么一幕幕的滑过,偶尔沾在一颗水珠上,曾经祈求这一切都不是幻影.

. 很就没有松懈自己了,感觉今天的心情竟然特别轻松自在! 这是发自内心的自在.

也有人向我一样享受雨景,脑袋很想启发或什么似的,那是很难的,因为我们都只是大雨中的一颗水珠.

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October 24

Blind Man

Both(两方的) the body and mind are constantly(经常不断的) arising(出现) and ceasing(停息),conditions(这个状况) are in a state of constant(经常) turmoil(骚动).

The reason we can't see this in line with the truth(事实) is because we keep believing the untrue(不真实).

It's like being guided (领导者)by a blind (盲目/不加思索)man.How can we travel with him in safety(安全呢)?

A blind man will only lead(领导) us into forests and thickets("灌木"=灌输).How could he lead us to safety when he can't see?

In the same way,our mind is deluded(迷惑) by conditions(当时状况),creating(制造) suffering(痛处) in the searh for ease(安心/舒适).

Such a mind can have only difficulty and suffering.

Really we want to get rit of suffering and difficulty,but instead we create those very things.

All we can do is complain.We create bad cause,and the reasons we do so is because we don't know the truth of appearances(出现) and conditions and try to cling(报定(希望)) to them.

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October 21